Maybe I have fallen head over heels. Maybe it is too good to be true. And maybe I am scared, completely to death to care so much. But for right now I'll love you. Because that's the only thing I know how to do.  The only thing I want to do, to be with you.

The word dad. I don't like to say it, I don't like to hear it, I don't like to read it, I don't like to think it, and I don't even like typing it.